La Dispute – The Last Lost Continent

[…]
Though we’re not sure who we are, we keep our heads up
though we’re not sure where we’re from, we keep our hearts up
though we’re not sure when we’ll leave, we keep our heads up
though we’re not sure where we’ll go, we keep our hopes up […]

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Goodbye and Thanks

As I surrender to my fate

I remember the past

Day after another

From the first to last .

I remember the love

I remember the pain

I remember the sun

I remember the rain .

But I can’t seem to remember any person

I guess I’ve been all alone

No friends no family, no priest or parson

No one at all, I’ve been on my own .

Just emptiness

Surrounded by sorrow

And loneliness

I have no tomorrow .

I’ve seen this coming

I know this is the end

The last day of suffering

I just hope I had a friend .

To make me forget

The love and pain

because now I regret

The sun and rain .

I lived a life that I hated

And now it’s ending

So goodbye and Thanks

To everyone, and everything

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Memphis May Fire – Vices

Drowning myself every night

Me versus me has always been my biggest fight

I’ve been so confused for so long

And the answers always seem so far out of sight

So I fill it up, fill it up one more time

So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right

I’m in the tunnel but I can’t see the light

I just want to feel whole again

So I can let you in

I just want to feel whole again

I just want to feel whole

Oh where is my self control?

Where is my self control?

I’ve been thinking this could be the end of me

Who is this person in the mirror I see?

I have come so far, thought I was so strong

The truth is I’ve just fed myself a lie for too long

I never thought this would be me

But now I’m on the verge of self destruction

How could this happen to me?

I’ve never been the type to run from anything, run from anything

So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone

My father didn’t raise me to become this

Where did I go wrong?

There is not much left of me

I can’t feel the ground beneath my feet

There is not much left of me

I let everyone around me down

And now I’m headed to the bottom of the bottle

Just to block out the sound

God I need you now!

I’ve been thinking this could be the end of me

Who is this person in the mirror I see?

I have come so far, thought I was so strong

The truth is I’ve just fed myself a lie for too long

This is my vice, this is me weak

I need your love to erase this doubt

I need your hand to pull me out

Sometimes I feel like I will never learn

Because the bottle’s always there when I have nowhere else to turn

Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?

I take another sip

The dark room that I’m in becomes dimly lit

This can’t be all there is

I’ve been thinking this could be the end of me

Who is this person in the mirror I see?

I have come so far, thought I was so strong

The truth is I’ve just fed myself a lie for too long

And the only one to blame is me

Who have I become?

This is my desperate shout

Pull me out!

Pull me out!

God I need you now!

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I don’t need love, I need friendship

No matter how many tears I shed
No matter how many times I cried
Lying wide-awake in my bed
I can’t sleep, wishing if I died
Why am I alive ?
Why am I here ?
God, you know I hate this life
God, help me disappear
I want to run far away
I want to live all alone
I’m used to suffering everyday
So I want to suffer on my own
I don’t need nobody’s love but yours
I don’t want their sympathy
God open your blessing doors
God I need your empathy
I know I deserve to live alone
I don’t need any lover
Just want a friend ’cause everyone’s gone
Someone to act like a loving brother
Love is for the dumb
I need friendship
Or maybe feel numb
Or just go to sleep

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The Monster Inside Of Me

Numbed by pain
Paralyzed
Alone again
Agonized.
Suffering,
From grief and sorrow
A prisoner of my mind
And it’s so tight and narrow
I’m suffocating
The surrounding air is heavy as an unforgivable sin
I’m drowning
In a lake of blood and tears, and I can’t swim
I’ve knelt and prayed
“God forgive me”
Wept and cried
Please, help me
I’m loosing my mind
I need your help, I need your grace
There’s a beast inside killing me
Release my inner monster out to the space
Loneliness, It’s torturing me
Eating my soul
No one can save me
I’ve lost control
I’m dying … slowly
And no one’s here to help
I’m so lonely
Maybe if I had a friend
I would feel better

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Bring Me The Horizon – And The Snakes Start To Sing

Did you really think that you could fix me?

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I’m Better Of Dead

I’m better of dead
No body can fix me
I’m just a mistake
No one can help me
I need a savior
I need a cure
It’s killing me
This pain is pure
Unhealable sadness
For eternity
Lost in madness
Insanity.
Tears of Isolation
Lost,
I’m a ghost
Looking for salvation,
Mercy and Love
Crying, I’m praying
To the one above
Kneeling to God
Help me,
Please Save me
You’re the greatest in the world
I believe
I need some relieve
Rain over me with your grace
Take me away, I hate this place
My soul is yours
My body’s for the worms
GOD PLEASE JUST TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE

 

Bring Me The Horizon – And The Snakes Start To Sing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wGybtBhVZXk 

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